I started, but collected myself in an instant.
Say I want to get off, and it'd be walking into my death.
If he was still Zhao Qiang, he wouldn't let me off—not with the project at stake.
And if he wasn't Zhao Qiang, he'd spent too much effort luring me down into the metro to let me go easily.
I paused, then said: "The smell's too much. I wanted to sit by the door. Fresh air." Zhao sniffed: "God damn, it really stinks. Ten years dead couldn't smell this bad! What, we got a thousand-year-old stiff on board?" A sharp glint passed across the old man's eyes, then his lids dropped half-closed.
The metro announced our station.
Both of them were watching me.
I pretended not to notice, my eyes fixed on my phone.
I'd made my plan: at the last instant before the doors closed, I'd bolt.
Even if they wanted to stop me, they couldn't move fast enough.
And I'd wedge Grandfather's talismans into the door seam—even if the two were ghosts, they'd spend some time finding me through that.
Run fast enough, and I might make it to the surface.
Head down, I rehearsed the escape route in my mind a dozen times.
The train drew to a stop.
The doors slid open, slowly.
I didn't move.
Neither did they.
Dozens of long seconds passed.
Hiss—the doors began to close.
Still I didn't move.
They were still watching me.
Who was it that said you can fool ghosts?
Their guard was as high as it got.
The gap was half a foot wide and closing.
No more time.
I bolted up and out.
The old man and Zhao Qiang both reacted fast—they thrust out their arms, and those arms seemed to stretch forever, their fingertips nearly brushing my sleeve.
But I was faster by a hair.
One foot was already past the line, the talismans already in my hand.
And in that very instant, three blurry shadows on the platform came whirling at me like a cyclone, and slammed me back into the car.
The doors hissed shut behind me, cutting off my last road back.
"Goddamn, made it—just caught the last train!" "Fuck this hole of a place. The stink's there on every single run. Some wronged ghost won't let it go, keeps letting out poison gas?" "This looks off to me. The dead below all date to before the Tang dynasty—even wronged, they'd rot a thousand years?" It was three metro tunneling workers, in work gear, caps and masks.
My pounding heart steadied a little.
A moment ago I'd been so panicked—facing against the light, they'd come so fast—that I'd taken them for ghosts.
Scared of my own shadow.
I leaned against the cold door and caught my breath.
The three workers slung arms over shoulders, walked to the other side of the car, and sat in a neat row.
Something about it was off—yes: their movements were faintly stiff.
Without thinking I dropped my eyes to their lower bodies.
A blade of cold shot up my spine.
The three sat in a row.
But below, there were only four legs.
Two trouser legs hung flat and empty.
Yes.
Clear as anything.
Three men.
Four feet.
My breath stopped cold.
My brain rang.
They weren't people. They weren't people at all!
I stood rooted. "What the hell! What were you running for? Trying to die? They came straight at you and you dashed into 'em!" Zhao Qiang lit into me, annoyed.
I forced my head around, stiffly, and looked at Zhao and the old man.
Their arms—perfectly normal.
My mind went foggy for a moment.
Had that been an illusion?
Not sure.
Not sure at all.
No—now was the time for a clear head.
I shook my head hard.
And the old man beside me let out a tiny, quiet laugh. "Heh… he's here."
"Who's here?" I stared at him, wooden.
Zhao Qiang came striding over and yanked me: "What are you standing there like an idiot for? Come here! Start thinking about what you'll say to Mr. Wang! And stop looking like you've seen a ghost!" Seen a ghost? I'd seen ghosts, alright—three of them, with four feet between them! How was that possible?!
My brain ground like it was going to jam.
I couldn't hear whatever Zhao was saying; all I could do was stare at the three workers.
Fear made my fingertips shake.
As if feeling my gaze, the middle one slowly raised his head.
The mask covered everything but his eyes—and those eyes carried a challenge.
I knew I should look away, but I was frozen.
Then the worker on the left stirred.
He bent down and, from one trouser leg, unclipped a thin metal prosthetic.
Clatter—he laid it beside him.
The one on the right did the same. "Damn, the decent jobs never come to us. Always the dirty, unclean work." "Stop whining. With bodies like ours, this job came through a hometown friend." "My body was never great anyway. Hours down there and the legs go stiff." The three kneaded their legs as they talked. They were… disabled!
"I—I'm sorry…" I stammered at the three workers without thinking.
They smiled at me—mocking.
And the man in the middle, slowly, so slowly, pulled down his mask.
What was beneath the mask was not a mouth.
It was a wound, crudely sewn shut with coarse black thread, angry as a centipede.
He raised his hand—somehow a pair of rusty little thread-clipping pliers had appeared in it—and reached toward the black thread over the seam.
The high-frequency terror, the truths stubbornly flipping, the sheer absurdity—my brain was on a screaming roller-coaster.
I felt disaster coming.
The three could read my mind.
I suspected they were ghosts, and they showed me people.
I suspected they were people, and they showed me ghosts.
Back and forth they tugged, until I drowned in fear and chaos.
I wanted to pull myself loose, but my body and mind were like a man sinking into quicksand—the harder I struggled, the deeper I went.
Until I couldn't move, couldn't think.
The string in my head was about to snap.
The man beckoned to me. "Come. You can clip it like this—the mouth, the eyes, the nose…" The man on the left pulled off his mask too.
That face was flat and white as paper, with two holes—the eyes.
I no longer knew what fear was.
I'd gone numb. "See? Isn't this better!" He held out the little pliers to me.
Blankly I rose and started toward him, reaching for the pliers.
Something slammed down hard on my head.
I whirled around—Zhao Qiang stood there with the proposal in his hand, ready to hit me again. "I've talked to you a hundred times and you don't react at all! Think I'm dead?!" He was furious. Smack!
Another blow, harder than the first.
My head felt like it had been cracked open.
The left side of my skull burned, raw and throbbing.
Blood ran into my eye.
I blinked hard—and came back to myself in a rush. Oh heaven! That was close! Too close!
A moment ago they'd almost caught my very soul.
The mediums always said: a ghost that wants your money, your food, your gold—even your life—isn't so terrible.
Because you can fight it, and you have a chance.
The worst are the fierce ghosts that want your heart.
You won't even think of resisting, and you'd become their slave—a ghost's thrall.
And what those fierce ghosts want is far more terrifying than your life.
Those three—that was exactly what they were.
If Zhao Qiang hadn't cracked me over the head, I'd have been finished for good.
Shaking, I went and sat beside Zhao Qiang.
For the first time, he didn't seem so bad.
Grandfather once told me: once a hungry ghost has its eye on you, running doesn't help.
You run on two legs; it floats.
Even a hundred-meter champion can't outrun a plane.
You can't outrun it.
The only way is to face it—to make it see you're stronger than it is.
With that, I forced courage up from the pit of my stomach, raised my head, and looked straight at the three "men."
Under the blinding lights, the three "men" had fallen asleep.
Masks off.
Nose, eyes, mouth—all present.
I looked at their legs: disabled, sure enough.
All three slept with drool at the corners of their mouths, as if nothing had ever happened.
I turned back to Zhao Qiang.
He was flipping through the proposal, as if nothing had happened either.
I looked at the old man.
His eyes had been closed; now he cracked them open, and without a word rolled them this way and that, signing me to come sit by him.
Zhao spoke up again. "Don't just sit there. Go over the proposal again. What's wrong with you tonight, it's like you lost your brains? If you go in front of Mr. Wang looking like that, what the hell are we supposed to do?" I looked at him blankly for a long moment.
Same monkey face.
Same comb-over that made him look like a traitor.
And yet—I could see the tears.
The train kept on.
Stops.
Doors.
Closures.
Departures.
Eleven o'clock, on the dot.
The train gave a violent shudder, and all the lights went out in a blink.
We were in the tunnel under the river now.
Outside the windows: darkness without bottom.
Long and silent.
How long passed, I couldn't say—no station light appeared. "Shit! What's going on? Why are we under the river so long?" Zhao Qiang pounded the window in a sweat.
The air grew thinner and thinner. "What's happening?! Is it broken?!" he bellowed, hammering uselessly at the glass; outside stood the tunnel wall, concrete, hard and set. "Not broken," said the old man, who'd been silent all along. "It's a ghost-wall. The train's been circling at the very bottom of the river."
Before he finished, the three seated workers rose at once, as one, and came at the two of us. Zhao Qiang's eyes burned red, the black smoke on his forehead thicker than ever.
He seized my wrist—his strength shocking—and dragged me toward the door. "To hell with ghost-walls. Get out!" He reached the door and tried to claw it open.
But the three "workers" had already drifted there first. "Heh, we went to all that trouble to bring you two down here—you think we'd let you go that easy?" "That girl dies today, no question. She'd have come with us unknowing and unpained, but you—you had to come ruin our business!" The four of them tangled into one.
The old man just watched.
My mind raced.
In the pitch dark, hearing grows sharp.
Across the whole car, I could count three heartbeats.
Me.
Zhao Qiang.
The old man.
Three hearts: so the three of us were human, no doubt.
I couldn't tell good from evil yet.
But if it came down to only the three of us, fighting people, I'd have a better chance.
I called to the old man: "The air's almost gone! They don't need air—but don't you? You think watching the battle from the shore will win it?" If you were human, you'd be suffocating by now.
The old man's face had gone purple.
He rose, a talisman in his hand.