Free, I leaped off the bed, tore out of the bedroom, and slammed the door shut behind me. I did not run for the bathroom — I made straight for the front door.
My trembling fingers found the lock — it would not budge. The door had been deadbolted from the inside, and the key was nowhere to be found.
Behind me, the bedroom doorknob turned. “Chen Mo’s” displeased voice came: “Baby? What did you shut the door for?”
No time left. Without hesitation I whirled and threw myself at the living-room window, flinging the sash open. Cold air flooded in. This was the third floor — not terribly high, but far from low. An old fire-service pipe ran down the wall below. It was my only chance.
I scrambled onto the windowsill and, the instant he burst out of the bedroom, leaped without hesitation.
“What are you doing!” his furious, startled shout came from behind.
I clamped myself around the cold fire pipe, the rough rust biting into my palms, and scrabbled sideways for all I was worth.
I had moved less than half a meter when a large hand shot out of the window and seized my ankle, its grip so fierce it seemed ready to crush the bone.
“Trying to run?!” More than half his body hung out the window, the gentle mask entirely gone, nothing left but savage ferocity. He hauled me upward.
I dangled in midair, held only by my arms around the pipe, tugged until my grip was slipping. In desperation I kicked with my free foot at the hand that held me.
“Let go!”
In the struggle my shoe came off and dropped straight down.
Deprived of the shoe’s purchase, he grabbed again the next second, harder, closing his fist around my cotton-socked foot.
But the instant his palm touched my sock —
“Ah!” A cry of pain tore out of him, as though he had touched white-hot iron. His hand sprang away from my ankle as if electrocuted, and his own momentum sent him staggering backward, nearly tumbling out of the window.
I froze and looked down at my foot without thinking. On it was the silly, sweet pair of matching little-pig socks I had once given Chen Mo.
The socks… burned him? Why?
No time to think. Seizing the chance, I scrambled sideways, climbed in through the stairwell window, and ran down the stairs for all I was worth.
But as I reached the ground-floor entrance, two dark figures blocked the way.
It was Chen Mo’s parents.
Each of them held a gleaming axe, their eyes cold and vacant, fixed unblinking on me.
“Go back,” Mrs. Chen said without a flicker of emotion. “Go back and consummate your marriage with our son.”
I stumbled back in terror until my shoulders hit the cold wall. There was nowhere left to retreat. “No! He isn’t Chen Mo! You know it — he isn’t!”
Mr. Chen stepped forward, the axe blade catching the pale light, his face terrifyingly stern: “This world only needs one Chen Mo. And in the end, the one who survives can only be Chen Mo.”
Just then “Chen Mo’s” furious shout came from upstairs: “Dad! Mom! Catch her! Get those socks off her! That one attached something to them — I cannot get near her right now!”
That one? Did he mean… the Chen Mo who had died?
At his words, Chen Mo’s parents closed in on me.
Mr. Chen pinned me in an iron grip, and Mrs. Chen knelt without hesitation and brutally tore the two little-pig socks off my feet.
Cold air closed around my bare feet at once.
With the socks’ protection gone, “Chen Mo” came charging downstairs. He took my struggling body from his parents, slung me over his shoulder like a sack of grain, and strode back up.
Back in the apartment he threw me roughly onto the bed and tore at my clothes, his face full of violence and a warped triumph: “It didn’t have to be like this! Why couldn’t you just take me for him and die happy?!”
“Now you can just wait to die. A yang-fated woman of this rarity — and he actually threw you away, chose death himself? What a fool. I won’t let you slip by. With you, I can live to at least a hundred.”
I fought and screamed and wept, but I could not move him an inch.
Just when I thought it was all over —
The temperature in the room plunged.
A translucent figure in familiar clothes appeared without warning beside the bed and, putting every ounce of strength it had into the blow, slammed the “Chen Mo” off me and across the room.
Still shaking, I looked up at the one who had saved me.
He had Chen Mo’s exact face, but his body was half transparent and his face was pale, while his eyes were clear and anxious.
My heart trembled. Without meaning to, I whispered: “Chen Mo… is that you?”
He turned to look at me, his eyes brimming with tenderness and sorrow: “I was never Chen Mo. My name is Chen Che. I couldn’t tell you before. But now… I want you to remember my real name.”
Then he turned furiously on “Chen Mo,” who was pulling himself up from the floor: “I already traded my life to you! Why won’t you be satisfied? To live longer — you won’t even spare her?!”
“Chen Mo” wiped at blood that wasn’t there at the corner of his mouth, his face hideous: “Your life was always mine. You were born to live for me. That’s what Mom and Dad told us from the time we were small. You were nothing but my long-term blood bank.”
Mr. and Mrs. Chen crowded in through the door and shouted at Chen Che: “Chen Che! Can’t you even rest in death? How can you be so selfish!”
“Can’t you think of the Chen family? You’re already dead. Why not let your brother live out a good hundred years?”
Chen Che smiled desolately: “Is that so? But as things stand, let alone a hundred years — it looks as if he’s about to die right now.”
His eyes swept to the glass on the nightstand with some charm-water still in it. His translucent form lunged, caught up the glass, and raised it to his lips.
“Chen Mo’s” face changed utterly. He shouted in terror: “Have you lost your mind?! That’s Utmost-Yang Water! If you drink it, your soul will scatter forever!”
Chen Che looked at him with utter resolve: “So what? You planted the yin root in her. If you don’t die, she can’t live. So you have to die.”
And with that, without the least hesitation, he drained what remained of the glass.
In the same instant a ghastly scream tore out of Chen Mo. His body was a punctured bladder: it shriveled and rotted at visible speed, the skin blackening as if charred.
Mr. and Mrs. Chen shrieked in horror.
“Chen Che, do you have any idea what you’ve done? We spent eighteen bitter years binding your fate to your brother’s. Now that you’ve destroyed your own soul, your brother can only fall back on his own fate — he’ll die! He’ll die!”
Mrs. Chen threw herself, wailing, in front of Chen Mo and watched in terror as he wasted away at terrible speed, nearly broken.
“It’s over. The Chen family is finished.”
I stood frozen, staring at the surreal scene, my mind blank: “What… what is actually happening…”
By then Grandma had reached the doorway, breathless. One look at the room and she understood everything.
Tears streamed down her aged face. In a hoarse voice she laid the cruel truth bare:
“A yin-yang twin birth… the yin twin ordinarily does not live past its first year, while the yang twin thrives for a century. But yin twins are often born brilliant, and yang twins fated to mediocrity. These parents… to keep their brilliant yin child alive, found a black-path Taoist and laid a vicious curse on the yang child — forcing him to live under the yin child’s identity until the age of eighteen, and feeding the true yin child every month with the yang child’s own heart’s-blood to keep him from dying…”
“Once the eighteenth year passed, the yang twin would inherit half the yin twin’s allotted span and live to fifty. And you, my girl… you are a born yang-fated woman, one in ten thousand. Union with either brother would bring him enormous benefit. Union with you would break the black-path Taoist’s curse completely and let the yang twin truly live. As for the yin twin, through your life he could stretch fifty years to a hundred… but no matter which of them did it, your own vital essence would be spent, and you would die…”
“What this old grandmother never expected was that the yin child… that this boy named Chen Che… would in the end let go of it all and choose his own death.”
At last I understood the whole impossible truth and looked, stunned, at Chen Che, whose body was growing more and more transparent.
Chen Che had lived in the outside world under Chen Mo’s identity all along — which was why the other Chen Mo had gone to the hospital DNA test so unflinchingly: he was the real Chen Mo.
One thing I could not understand. According to Grandma, my fate could have saved Chen Che, whose own family had drained his life for years — yet Chen Che and I had known each other for only a month. There was no reason for him to give up his chance to live for me.
He looked back at me gently, his smile clean and sorrowful, the same shy boy who had been my boyfriend: “The truth is… I found you four years ago. Back then I couldn’t accept my fate; I was full of resentment, and a yang-fated girl was my last hope of staying alive. So I started watching you in secret, looking for a chance to act against you…”
“But… little by little, I saw what a good, kind girl you were. And I found… that I had truly fallen for you.”
“What I remember most clearly is a day of torrential rain. You gave your own umbrella to a little girl by the roadside who didn’t have one and ran home laughing through the rain. I thought my chance had come and offered you my umbrella — but the moment you turned, you saw an old woman selling goods by the road getting soaked, and you gave that umbrella to her.”
“Then you turned around and apologized to me, and insisted on transferring me the money for the umbrella.”
“Your friends teased you for being a saint, but you didn’t mind a bit. You joked that you simply loved walking in the rain, and started imitating the soulful rain-soaked male leads of those old Taiwanese idol dramas.”
“Maybe it really was a small thing. But I’ll never forget how bright your eyes were that day. I just didn’t expect that by the next day you’d already forgotten me.”
“So I told myself I must never harm you. But I was about to turn eighteen. I was afraid that if I didn’t get to know you then, I would lose my chance forever. That’s why I gathered my courage and asked for your number. I never expected… that we would actually be together. Even if it was only for a week…”
“But the worst of it is — I was wrong. Because of that decision, Chen Mo found you too. I was afraid that after I died, he would still set his sights on you. So at the very end I spent my last ounce of strength splitting off a shred of my soul to protect you. But my soul was too weak. In the end that shred could only cling… to those little-pig socks you bought…”
A dull ache spread through my chest. I asked him only one thing: “A week after you died, the night Chen Mo came back — was that figure standing watch beside my bed you?”
His soul was fading fast. He nodded, and with a last smile spoke his final words to me: “I’m actually glad we didn’t know each other long. I don’t think you’ll grieve my leaving for too long. My life was awful from start to finish. But I hope you’ll be happy, always.”
His soul dispersed completely.
I stared blankly at the space where Chen Che had been, and a thread of sharp pain twisted through my heart.
The air around me seemed to have solidified; nothing remained but Mr. and Mrs. Chen’s hopeless wailing and the indescribable stench rising from the filth Chen Mo had become.
Mrs. Chen’s head snapped up, her face drowned in tears and snot, still threaded with an unwilling madness: “The Chen family is finished, there’s nothing left, nothing! What did we do wrong?! We only wanted the better one to live! We only wanted the Chen family to bring honor to its name! We sacrificed so much! Che… Che was always meant to be sacrificed for his brother. That was his fate!”
At that moment, without warning, an icy, bone-piercing gust whirled in through the window and tore into the room. It spiraled around Mr. and Mrs. Chen with a sound like sobbing, as though some formless rage were howling.
Mr. and Mrs. Chen clung to each other in terror, trembling.
Grandma watched, her expression heavy, and said quietly: “…It is the backlash. You moved against heaven, forced fate off its course, cursed your own flesh and blood. Now that the spell is broken, the evil you laid on another has come home to roost on you.”
As if to bear her words out, Mr. Chen suddenly let out a ghastly scream, both hands clamped over his heart. His face turned blue-purple at once, his fat body convulsing violently; he looked moments from death.
Almost at the same instant, Mrs. Chen screamed too, a terrible sound. Her eyes bulged, bloodshot, her hands raking wildly at the air as if she saw something beyond horror. Her mind had plainly shattered.
“Karmic justice… this is karmic justice…” Mrs. Chen giggled vacantly, tears and spittle running together. “Gone… it’s all gone… our son is gone… the Chen family… cut off… haha… hahaha…” She was completely mad.
The scene before me was horrifying and wretched, yet strangely I felt not the smallest flicker of satisfaction — only a deep, hollow loneliness and helplessness.
Grandma sighed, took out her phone, and called the police and an ambulance.
What followed was chaotic yet orderly.
Police and paramedics arrived and took away Mr. Chen, felled by a sudden heart attack, and Mrs. Chen, now wholly insane.